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Sebastian "golden ball man" Michaelis ([personal profile] cutlery) wrote in [community profile] painpong2024-09-11 02:02 pm
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you know the drill, cws all the way for this one

[personal profile] redsoil 2024-09-11 07:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ What he hadn't realized, until it was far too late, was that the things he'd known in Kenos were — things that were to come to be.

Nonlinear entities like gods have memories that are experiences, experiences that are memories, with no true delineation between the two. They are all that they are, they exist across all of time and space simultaneously. Their goals, their aspirations, their desires all attuned to multiple moments without need for any to come "before" or "after" the other. In Kenos, all he had wanted was to return to Egypt, to the time when Horus had swept the helm from his head and told him that he was to be the one to remember him, to the time where he was working hard to atone and return to his son's side. To make good on their promise, above all else. Things that Set had told only to a select few, and among their number was not the demon he'd needed desperately to stay ahead of.

Imagine, the desperation and devastation, to return from that battlefield and find that those memories were foresight, instead. That instead of being placed back among the delicate blossoming hope he would come to feel, he was actually to be beached upon the shores of the singlemost agonizing moment in his entire life. ( He cannot do this. Not again, not for the first time, not again, not knowing, not having barely survived. Not with the knowledge now that — what if he's been through this before? ) ]


Sebastian.

[ His voice is hard, harsh as anything. Barely upright, he sits in the middle of his extensive sacrifices and the circle written upon the ground around him — Malphas, in pristine and secret script along the borders. He'd given up the name itself, but not the steps that he'd undertaken to acquire the name, because some part of him had to have known that he would have need of it one day.

Visibly, he's a wreck. Someone's obviously had their way with him, left him shattered across the ground in the wake of furniture that's been thrown around, his hair in disarray and eyes bright with madness. No fury, though. Just desperation. He can't even hate that he's called Sebastian down to see him this way, because he's sorely in need of the demon. This probably will be the end of any friendship between them, for their friendship was built on that concept of equal power, and Set... is not powerful, right now. He is Osiris's creature, with Anubis's soul embedded within him — waiting to become some other child. And Osiris is alive, off preparing for "the next step".

And Set cannot let that happen. ]


I want to make a deal with you.

[ What if this was always how it had gone? ]
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[personal profile] redsoil 2024-09-11 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Osiris wasn't meant to survive. He was meant to trick him, to force him to throw away his divinity in order to "pursue" Set into Duat. And he'd — he'd caught him, a hand around Set's wrist as he'd dragged him from his hidden alcove and thrown him to the ground. As if he'd foreseen it. As if, like Set, Osiris had walked away with the foresight-memory. As if Set, returning from Kenos, had changed fate around him. Usurped the order of things, for a new, chaotic future. ( All his preparations had gone for naught, all the knowledge and power was gone. All that was left was a child he needed to protect, and could do so properly now that Anubis was within him. )

Fine.

Fine.

Call Sebastian. Call that demon, let him be resplendent and predatory. There was no pit Set wouldn't sink to, no indignity left he would not eagerly suffer, for his son. For their freedom from Osiris, god of life. No pride for him to scrape up from the floor slick with blood and wine and ruination, and no desire to resist Sebastian's cloying tone. None. Shattered like he is, there is no defense he can muster. Just the empty, expected automatic crack of his hand slapping aside Sebastian's as it comes to stroke hair from his face.

A silent, weak vow that he will get Sebastian back tenfold for any mockery. ]


This isn't how things are supposed to be. Osiris should be in Duat, and instead he's out there finalizing — f, finalizing...

[ Something is wrong with "history". ]

You know that I cannot offer you my soul. Still, I want your power.

[ Knowing them, they'd end up being stuck in an ouroboros of service and sustenance. No freedom left to either of them. Devastating and unwanted! Right? ]
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[personal profile] redsoil 2024-09-20 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[ For Sebastian to know, was to have given a predator a target. A bird with a broken wing, a gazelle bleeding out slowly in the grass. A god, brought low by another, to the point where a thing meant to have no equal was dominated. While Sebastian presses and preens and postures in that subtle way of his, Set does his best not to fall under the sway of another. To be furious and resentful, even as terror flutters in his throat and belly. ]

I know better. I wouldn't deny you. [ He has memories of what it means to do that.

The demon's grudge is not what he wants, anyways. Not unless he could set it against Osiris, rather than the woman who had earned it once in a world long ago, far away. A world that felt more like a dream, now; a pathetic escapist fantasy from the real thing happening to him - Anubis's soul in his belly, Osiris bridging the gap between the two of them to the point where he was sure he'd disappear. He'd be tethered to him forever, under lock and key. ]


"How many"? You are a gourmet, not a glutton.

[ Set thinks to offer Sebastian a steady diet. He thinks to offer him a million. He thinks to serve him by bringing to him those who might prove a delicacy — and none of those will suffice. The humans offer themselves to him, and a god avoiding such an outcome means the pact ought not even be formed. But, Set wants to survive. He wants his son, and to have that, he needs to survive. ]

I will do you one better. I will give you my Name.