[ For a moment, she thinks maybe things had been better before she got that vessel. Before she was able to see the surface world.
Yes, her life had been miserable. But she'd been accustomed to it and nobody had to see just how pathetic she is. They could speak behind her back, gossip and laugh, but she remained unknowable to all. Now? Everyone can see just what a pathetic mess she is. A goddess with no social skill, a goddess filled with so much negative emotions and and thoughts, she bursts into tears and panics at a moment's notice.
When the self-loathing and gloom gets too much, her thoughts often go to such extremes. And it's made all the worse what with the fact he can see her. Someone who is - supposedly - precious to her. ]
... ... ... ...
[ She keeps her head low and doesn't answer. She should tell him to leave, that he should go find another friend. But deep down...
She is desperate. Is that selfish? Is that evil?
... So she reaches out for the hand he's offered her. ]
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Yes, her life had been miserable. But she'd been accustomed to it and nobody had to see just how pathetic she is. They could speak behind her back, gossip and laugh, but she remained unknowable to all. Now? Everyone can see just what a pathetic mess she is. A goddess with no social skill, a goddess filled with so much negative emotions and and thoughts, she bursts into tears and panics at a moment's notice.
When the self-loathing and gloom gets too much, her thoughts often go to such extremes. And it's made all the worse what with the fact he can see her. Someone who is - supposedly - precious to her. ]
... ... ... ...
[ She keeps her head low and doesn't answer. She should tell him to leave, that he should go find another friend. But deep down...
She is desperate. Is that selfish? Is that evil?
... So she reaches out for the hand he's offered her. ]